Soccer players are hott!

ok where to start.....ok Im sad cuz of the whole Angelo thing...mad for no reason...confused...feel like getting drunk...and my period is late by 3 days.....I feel stupid....grrrr....I just want to break down and cry....but I cant....I just want to go to school.....oh and T.J. is mad at me like always.....I dont care anymore...all im going to care about from now on is my horse,my school work,and Tabby....NO MORE GUYS!!yeah right what am I saying....Im one of those people that have to have a guy in their life or I feel lonely and worthless....but thats my stupid problem...like my S.A.D. and my O.C.D. but its ok...this is a long blog...I need someone to just talk to about my freakin problems and someone who will just sit there and say ok....this blog is really stupid and pointless....well I think im done expressing myself....<3 always Kelli